“Pre”-postscript: After writing this, I realized this blog is a vent. If you don’t want to hear me whine, please come back another time. 🙂
Although I still have another week left of grad school (and several projects left), “graduation day” is tomorrow. TOMORROW.
I’m kinda freaking out. I have no clue what is going to happen after I’m done. Presumably I will be overcome with prepping for the holidays, but once those are over, then what? I’ll have no insurance, no real job (just subbing, for now), and loans that will be coming out of deferment. It’s kind of hard to get excited about something when it feels like life as you know it is ending.
*I realize this is a little over-dramatic. It’s probably because I spent my day with 4 year-olds in Junior Kindergarten. (I actually had to say, “Andrew, you need to get back into the bathroom and put some underwear and pants back on”…the kid walked out butt-naked; I’m a little burnt out.) Or, it might be that I had a few days of insanity…namely Monday-Wednesday. Oddly enough, it was my mother who straightened me out. It was like a birthday miracle!*
Tangents aside, I just feel like life is flipping upside down. I hate feeling unsettled. :/ I’m hoping I figure something out soon.